Wednesday, August 27, 2008

Back to School Wednesday

Look at my awesome kids! Can you believe how big they are getting?!?!

The first day of school always makes me feel somewhat like Sybil the schizophrenic.

I am so happy and excited that I will finally get some time back to myself and that I won't have to hear as much fighting or as many "I'm bored"s. But then, the house seems eerily quiet and I don't really know what to do with myself and now it's me saying to myself that I'm bored.

I'm so excited for them to meet their teachers and meet new friends and learn new things. But then, I am nervous because what if those teachers aren't nice and supportive and what if they are bullied or worse, no one talks to them, what if the new things they learn don't come out of an approved text book and are things I's rather not have them know.

I'm looking forward to having more of a routine and a schedule and seeing what sorts of fun projects the kids will be doinig this year. But, I dread the rush, rush, rush of school, homework,, homework, sports. And, I dread the piles and piles of paper that will invade my house starting this afternoon.

I am proud of myself for surviving another summer without a)going insane b)anyone being seriously injured. But then, I feel bad for even thinking that having all of that time with my children is anything other than a blessing.

I am thankful for how well they are growing up, for the characteristics I see in them that I enjoy. Oh sure, they have weaknesses as we all do, but I love seeing their strengths emerge as well. I am starting to get a little glimpse of who/what they might be like as adults and that is really cool. And, at the same time I can't believe how fast time goes and how I feel like I am running out of time to instill values in them before they start looking to their peers more than they look to me. It scares me.

So, to my children: Know that I am thinking of you and praying for you today and always. My prayer is that this year will be the best ever for each of you. That your teachers will adore you and that God will raise up friends who encourage you to do and be your best. I pray most of all that you will know how totally awesome I think each of you are and that you would be secure in the person God created you to be. Thanks for a great summer!


Jenn said...

That was really sweet. :)


Silver said...

Lovely Post!

Thanks for stopping by my blog! Your family sounds amazing!

Anonymous said...

Never saw such a bunch of great looking children !!!! Love Trisha's pose. You gotta quit making me cry at work ....... people think I'm finally losing it!

Arpee said...

Sounds like everybody's happy!!! (The Staples commercial is funny!)

Anyhow, I love this - "I am starting to get a little glimpse of who/what they might be like as adults"!!!

Maybe someday, I will be able to enjoy this and say it too.


Kate said...

Here from ICLW. What a good looking bunch!!

baby~amore' said...

that was a beautiful prayer ... blessings to you and your gorgeous children.
Your daughter has a great name ;).
Thanks for visiting my blog.

Katie said...

LOVE your daughter's outfit! Very Hannah Montana ;)